— What remained after everything was gone — Three years ago, I lost my sense of meaning. I questioned everything. What had all those years been for? What had I sacrificed my family life for? Had my life meant anything at all? The question remained. There was humiliation. There was endurance. There was loss. There was a quiet sense of powerlessness. But more than anything, there was the feeling that meaning itself had disappeared. The organization was gone. The funding was gon